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Name: Rachel
Location: Reading, Pennsylvania, United States
Birthday: 9/20/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: MUSIC// Living as if morning doesn't exist anymore// Friends&Family//scene&people // Love // Life // Having fun // Being a Jerk // Vegetarian // Dating around // My adorable friends // Midnight bowling // kisses at midnight*rainy days // Cute boys // Guy in girls pants // Musicians // TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING REAL// Local scene // Late night diners // HONESTY // Working at PACSUN! // Going to random parks // Driving with no where to go // best friends // THE CREW // Sushi // Breaking hearts // Being random // Having unlimited texting // 3 am phone calls // Lip piercings // Attending RACC // // Black&White photo's // My morals // The pillar // The Hardbean // The silo // Overnight camps// Praise&Worship// Doing anything for my friends, questionless // Not pretending // punching hoes<3 // forgetting //
ENOUGH ABOUT ME JUST IM ME TO CHAT <33
Expertise: MUSIC: {as cities burn}{as illistrated by}{as i lay dying}{atreyu}{a7x}{the bled}{the chariot}{cky}{dead poetic}{demon hunter}{dmx}{dropkick murphys}{EMERY}{*five minute freakshow*}{FATA}{Hawthorne heights}{HE IS LEGEND}{the killers}{kitty}{letter kills}{MEWITHOUTYOU}{my chemical romance}{NORMA JEAN}{otep}{showbread}{spokn}{still remains}{straylight run}{TAKING BACK SUNDAY}{thrice}{thursday}{UNDEROATH}{unearth}{zao}
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  ax4xwordxletter
AIM:  parkscenexbandit
Member Since:
9/30/2005
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| i give up all hope on people.
life is good. no no AMAZING
right now im sick&disappointed
but my weekend is full of amazing people so thats ok.
and im so OVER you.
time for something new. those things =
new people. new church, and a new college after the summer.
so all goes well, im alone but not lonely.. im patient for that special someone <3
comments?1
i love you<3
norma jean plays the the background and I'm laying here realizing its all over.
..... www.xanga.com/another_ugly_face
I will be expecting all of your lovely faces there
goodbye eulogy for an angel | | |
| bloody hands .....
any depiction of self induced confidence would be a rather vast involentary conclusion of imperfection
. the truth hit me like a freight train today;;
&& IT LEFT ME WISHING IT WOULD HAVE DEVOURED ME .
i dont know what to post so here are some pics... im thinking of changing my profile pic
suggestions?
 
 
 
..... make up for bloody hearts
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| .....My God, what a world you love.....
do me a favor. even if you don't really know me, or we don't talk much
describe me in one word
..... and leave me beautiful comments .....
*edits*
"so ill keep it simple for obvious reason. so ill say what I should, and just hope you believe me. but it never gets easier
.. and all I really wanna do, is tear strait into you .."
here it is.
Im feeling like an open book full of important words to save you. but the reader is illerate.
do you know what it feels like, being alone?
ps;;
.. I have discovered the real meaning of...
" so close, yet so far "
.. what a horrible feeling of helplessness ..
but see I'm still holding on to truth by threads. its out of my hands. onto something out of the world,
litterally | | |
| i forgot the past, &problems, &scars. &I FORGOT THE WORLD.
but I cannot forget YOU.
.. my eyes are where they belong. fixed on the sky ..
oh my, what happens somtimes we cannot control, or fix. but that does not make us a slave to this. that does not mean we should spend days standing still. what blessing have been cast upon us. for such wicked hands, look at what these hands have been through, most every sin possible. but with all that forgotten, we may move on with hope, prosperity, without fear, or hate. i move on with a new look, outlook, maybe not a new life, but i have been revitalized.
happiness will not escape my fragile hands
.. as far as the east is from the west, that's how far you have removed our transgressions from us ..
comments?
.. if i have said it once i have said it a thousand times ..
..... you cannot touch me, let alone bring me down, this is greater than YOU .....
RachelxCorrin
edit;;
my heart says: no matter what he did to you, you still love him. my mind says: your amazing look at the other potential, leave him how he left you. and everone else says the same.
I spent the night at rachels because I was pushed to the point of not being able to breath and throwing up blood. It would never be enough untill you see me on my death bed and speak fake that sorry. your not sorry.
I'm beaten, sickley, and everything Is wrong.
but I'm happy and spared. for every hand you laid your limbs will be ripped from you. I long for that day.
oh my friends. I am so sorry.
but I still love where I have not been loved. | | |
| Finally I'm at my best.
So from here on out I'm giving you guys my best. B.c you gave to me now I want to give back.
On another note I cannot wait untill winter break. Snow, friends, and lots of time to spend.
Single for another christmas? Oh well its a beautiful time of the year and I plan to enjoying it ever bit as much
(Psh I still have diana so poo on you)
Ps, hope your happy now. I know I am. Finally I realized I can let loose, show affection, and care about someone. I finally started to love myself, I know I'm ready to love someone else
<3 with loveeeee
Rachel Corrin
....... Comments?
*edits*
people are ugly. but you, you my darling are RAD
<3333333333333333333
...... Pss .....
I love the feeling of happiness. And on my own I don't need people, more or less a guy to make me feel good about myself
.. But you know what else I love a tad bit more?
Not feeling jealous ever again, because I'm not worried about anything, that faze is so over. I know I'll get what I have coming and deserve, in time.
..... And you'll get what you deserve as well. Regret and heartbreaks are a part of life. I'm glad I don't have to partake in that part of life anymore. You wouldn't know the feeling. You can't even touch me, let alone begin to spark some sort of feelings. I'm sorry you just don't measure up, you just don't matter. Hence I'm not worried about this .....
Oh oh OHHHHHH! | | |
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